Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Alone And Blue

It has been almost three since I have transferred and live in the church. On the first night of my stayed here my heart aches because I was really really missing my little ones and I ended up crying. But for some big reasons I had to have to transfer to the place where I am now. And thing that I really thankful to God that at least God allowed me to look after my little ones in many ways while I was still near with them. Anyway, I am not totally gone in their presence because every time and then I would be able to visit them as much as I want.

Well, back to my church life. Generally, I really enjoy and happy here the fact that I could be going to my Bible Studies without spending too much for my fare back and forth. Besides, since I was got saved, if I was not mistaken, since I was in my high school I was staying with my pastor's family and I am truly used to stay at the parsonage. But now, it has  a great difference because before I stayed with my spiritual parents but now I am alone stay in the Parsonage. But the good thing is that during day time my pastor and his wife are here in the church so I am not really alone during day but at night I surely be sleeping alone. For me, being alone is not that easy. Well, before I used to stay alone while I was in Thailand but since I stayed with my little ones, I had hard time coping up the feeling of being alone and blue.

Oh, by the way, when I am feeling so lonely and blue, God has been so faithful of sending some of His children to stay with me. For instance, the teachers at the kindergarten would happily to come to the parsonage and stay with me until morning. See, how faithful is my God to grant my desire not to stay alone most of the nights.God is really faithful in many ways.


a little of me said...

nice post thanks for sharing...looking for to visit more...blessings

Lalaine said...

But, I'm sure you'll have a lot of beautiful devotional times alone te!God bless you te and hope to see you soon!